The aching feeling in your chest while he was away felt like you were suffocating. We get freaky if you want! "I think we got too drunk, and did 'something' in bed." You felt someone grab your hand gently. Shes not dead. Tony stopped walking and lifted an arm in the direction of where you laid; sleeping. Bucky accepts a deal he doesnt know the consequences for.Bucky is the best dad ever. She now had enough information to be able to dive into this mans world. You didnt speak during breakfast, you only picked at the eggs Clint had made you. Your turn., I wanted something to drink, see? His voice came from behind you and you refused to turn to look at him, he was probably staring at the back of your messy hair. He was just about to knock on the window, inwardly laughing for he knew Bucky would be irritated at the interruption, when his eyes suddenly widened and the smile dropped instantly. You felt like he could crush your body under his boot in one stomp and he wasnt even looking at you, focusing instead on his target behind you. What will happen as the relationship evolves and new challenges arise above and beyond the fact that it's forbidden? The screams were eerily similar to those in his own dreams. The texts came in too fast for Bucky to make sense of what they were even about. Well now you do, and I thought you might like something to brighten your day.. With Bucky it was different. Its not like you were a bother, or a pain to the other Avengers, you were annoying in a cute way. His lips parted to say something when Steve called, Y/N! This triggered you to jerk away from Buckys touch. Whether it was just an innocent fleeting thought when Steve would tell you about the dates back in the 40s or a genuine curiosity brought on after spending an entire evening with him while trying to recover a stubborn memory, or even when you would walk past his room in the middle of the night to find the door ajar and him on the edge of the bed with his face in his hands, pounding his fists against his head and repeating his own name. Me moving home means that we can hang out like we used to! It was already lunchtime. "You're not going to move your seat up are you?" Sam asked. So I decided to give you all a little something Ive been working on here and there. Camellia is trying to move on. Nope, thats my reality.. You know, people who dont like staying in one place for too long. Request: @georginator-3000Hello, I might have depression so could you please do a Bucky X Reader imagine where Bucky tries to do everything he can (request not to die at the end please) thanks. Shes a brunette, she used to have long hair but she cut it to her shoulders a couple months ago. This year was the first time Bucky would be around the Avengers during Fall. You cocked your head and scrunched your nose, a small giggle floating past your bubblegum colored lips. Hope you guys like it! Steve looked alarmed and stood up, placing his arms around the other man and bringing him into a tender hug. instantly realising why bucky was so concerned. His hobby seemed to be: what can I do to piss Y/N off today? Ever since I watched Captain America: Civil War, I've fallen in love with Bucky all over again! Its okay. Steve said. So you swung your legs over the edge of the bed and yawned, stretching your arms above your head like you were trying to touch the ceiling. You watched the people and cars below, wondering what they were doing, what they were thinking, where they were going. The man, You groaned slightly, opening your eyes only to be met with a bright light, you shifted the over way from the light source, you heard a deep chuckle come from the other side of the room. Youre not the monster you think you are. You could feel a blush tinting on your cheeks and you were hoping the dimly lit room stopped it from showing. You couldnt bare to say goodbye to their faces. Your date was horrible, youre locked out of your apartment, and the rain soaked through your dress. Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader, there is no mention of the body other than the mention of Y/N's leg. Little did anyone know, you were miserable. Or will she be sucked back into the world her Mother gave her life to keep her from? Request: Open; Masterlist. I couldnt sleep. He stated, his voice was closer this time. This would be the time you successfully ended it. However You love Steve! This was it. She grew up on a lie, was ripped away from her home, and put into a malicious system that shattered her identity. Y/N, youve both had your chance. He glances over his shoulder. 6:00 pm Runners? He asked, raising an eyebrow, not that you could see it. Opening your eyes again and moving a hand to cover your forehead where a burning pain emitted from. Bucky kissed you again and grinned widely when he pulled away, only to push you back until you were lying across the table and crawl on top of you, sending whatever it was that you were working on before, crashing to the floor. Y/N can always count on Bucky to turn a disappointing evening around. You didnt want him to see it, you couldnt face him in this state and you didnt want the memory of your death to linger with him forever. What if he died? Captain America was finished for the day some big-shot tried to rob a bank and then attempted to run away only to be hit in the back with his shield and was going to relax at home with a home-cooked meal when he hesitated upon coming in, hearing you and Bucky arguing. His blue eyes darker than normal, and the plates of his metal arm shifting as he clenched his fist. Clint let out a sigh, and quickly leaned forward to grab the poptart from Steves hand. Bucky thought that he was the only one to make Steve laugh when he was at his worst. Natasha had turned to look at Wanda for a moment, both of them talking with their eyes and even though you werent looking, you knew what they were doing. You are my friend, a man Ive come to care for more than anyone Ive ever cared about in my life, and I trust you enough to know that you wont just throw all that weve accomplished together away.. No. Your voice came out soft and it cracked slightly from the lack of talking. The super-soldier could barely breathe, one text from you sent him into a panic and he was worried for your safety. Anyway, happy reading! I can kill you in ways that you hadnt dreamed off in your worst nightmares, ignite fears that you never knew you had. Slowly you let one hand go, tipping forward even further until you were just held up by the grip of your left hand. Get what to stop? he asked as he inched closer, hoping to keep you talking until he could grab you back to safety. You changed. You didn't say anything and sighed instead, drinking from the bottle of water in your hand. For some of his old team members they continue on with heavy hearts, while others, like his former soulmates, they struggle to come to grips with living an incomplete life. Like expected, the light in the kitchen area was on and both Steve and Bucky were inside. Though, Bucky is determined not to take advantage of her vulnerable state. Bucky was sitting on the couch, only a few inches away from where you were leaning, he was playing some game on his phone. Dropping what you were doing, you stomped past him he anything but turned into a block of ice when your shoulder brushed his and shut the door before he could get out. The scene in front of you brought a slight smile to your face and you found it impossible to turn away. You would not dare! You stepped away from Bucky who was nearly chest to chest with you. When she turns up at his doorstep in need of help, he can't turn her down. cass, 24, she/her, usa reader graphic designer by day, writer and reader by night mainly a marvel blog ask is always open, requests are currently: OPEN, please submit a request :), Undercovers (Bucky Barnes x Reader) - Part 1, off to an interesting start Im here for it! Come on, you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Buckys poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles he wasnt wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed and smiled wryly. The door dinged as they reached their floor and just before the doors opened, Steve chuckled. Maybe it was because the sun was gone and the moon came out. Bucky Barnes, no less. Your heart sank. At the last moment, he looked up and smirked. You knew that Bucky was somehow going to screw up the single largest and most pressing mission you had ever been assigned and only because Steve wanted to prove a point. For few seconds you remained silent, but then giggled and agreed. buckybarnes, steverog. I almost forgot this. He pulled a shining diamond ring out of his pocket. I know how to do that.. I have a great idea! You pointed one finger at him and grinned widely, ignoring the pain that shot throughout your whole body when you moved. I just had this idea so I wrote it hahah, I had the weirdest dream last night, Thor kept taking me to the desert becauseI belonged there. Bucky turns around with the carton of eggnog in his hand, his eyes going wide as he watches you down the glass of pure rum. "You're staring." Your voice was emotionless and your eyes were still thick with tiredness. You reached out for Tonys hand and squeezed it tightly. Completed bucky buckyxreader hockeyau +5 more # 7 Mine by Mrs. Winchester 256K 6.3K 33 You love Steve! He wasnt technically lying. At first it hurt, and some days I felt like I was drowning in pain and regret, and that the waves of emotions never seemed to stop. A Christmas enemies to lovers fic. His hands left the desk and gripped your hips, slowly lowering until with one swift movement he pulled you up and set you on the desk, his hands lingering on the back of your thighs before travelling upwards, under your t-shirt. You spread your fingers so he could slip the ring on. That doesnt sound bad? Steve sat on the edge of the bed, watching Bucky pace with his hands rubbing down his face, tears soaking his palms. I am, but by no means doe. I also am taking one shot requests go ahead and Like watched football, watched a scary movie, went to a Halloween party, you know? And you didnt care who he was in the past, or what he did and you would flatten anyone who said otherwise. You threw your head back and huffed, moving your arms to swing lazily by your sides. The desire to puke came over you in a wave. He had been searching everywhere for you, all night and now into the morning. Bucky shook his head once again, I have to because you already told SHIELD.. You watched the mom get crushed by debris, her son right there with her. Hes dead, we went to his funeral, Clint named his son after him., Yeah, Clints never heard the end of that. Tony smirked. You looked back over at Bucky and flashed a smile, your eyes dancing with excitement which made Bucky smile. Did you forget I live here, too? You never expected to need to move back home in your mid-twenties. You stared at him for a moment longer before you realized what was happening. We go hard or we go home! The sweet relief of death. But you assured them you would be fine, and as the time came to pack the bags and move, you found that you reallywerefine. Your gaze remained fixed over his shoulder, seeming far away to him. You spilled milk in my cereal. You stared down at your cereal that the milk was still pouring into. It was the best choice you ever made. Finally. You shifted your hand in his, moving to where you were the one cradling his hand and squeezed the tips of his fingers tightly. Bitch Im Madonna! The two of you froze and turned to look at each other from across the room, you both pointed one finger at the other and shouted it as loud as you could before unfreezing and getting back to dancing. Could you stop it? Bucky smiled at the sight of you, you looked so innocent and Bucky couldnt wait to hold you close to him during the night. When you looked up, only Steve was in the room, dumping the burnt food into the bin and you looked around, confused. you droped your face into your hands in embaressment you could feel your face heating up. You and Bucky have been married for 5 years. Natasha was watching one of her favorite shows season premiere, one you had already seen the night before. I hope you like it. Youhelpme. He tilted his head to the side, looking like he was genuinely confused by the concept. You wanted him to laugh, smile, be silly and have fun with her. A love story about your heartbreak,his betrayal and a chance at redemption. Im happy, though. And why, when you have important news to share with Bucky, should that change now? ! He finally spun around to look at you. He kept reassuring you that he loved you, promising to take care of you and to take you away for a while. Perhaps that's why you ended up with Bucky Barnes, you didn't care about what he did in his tragically sad past and you certainly brought a sense of positivity to his life. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. His voice was only a whisper as he choked on his tears. Thank you so much! Humming along to the music you wash the used dishes, happily swinging your hips. Yes, well, this is important. Don't pretend that you don't want me. It was a final statement, I think shes going to hurt herself. Bucky sobbed, swallowing hard trying to contain himself but he couldnt. Shes been falling asleep in weird places for the past week. Tony shrugged his shoulders. He sighed, resting his head against yours, then in the same hushed voice, he said, "I remember you.". The feeling of wanting to die? The only response he received was a glare from you before you exited the room. That S.H.I.E.L.D. Maybe it was the way the whole city was sparkling and dazzling in lights and reflections. Youre insane, Bucky said to Steve while shaking his head. His whole body froze and felt tight yet excited as your eyes scanned his entire body. Meeting your expectant gaze, he had the nerve to feign ignorance. Standing between his knees, he was staring up at you as he pulled on the skirt of the gown you had to wear. You sighed and glanced back to her. We get freaky if you want! You spun around it circles and waved your arms around, making weird motions with your hands. We gon do this all night long! See? She shoved her phone in your face, the bright screen blinding you for a moment as your eyes tried to adjust, given how dark your whole apartment was. Hopefully one of you will clean up that broken coffee mug eventually. Not with my powers. You felt shy and nervous around him, something you almost never were. The man was as stubborn as a cattle. "The Avengers. 'You are just a reminder of everything you did to me! Maybe then bad things wouldnt happen to you because of that pretty mouth of yours., Tags: @annadier @happelu970 @shamvictoria11@spookass @pabegay1 @thedoctorlivesthroughbooks @sebs-sugar-cookies @miss-nerdalots @angelicshinigami @cheyennneee @fangirl-127 @fangirl570 @peachylilghost @studyingbymyself @voidvaleria @i-ship-it-ironically @indaybella99 @supernaturalonthecase @dynamicxdamsel @lidyaliolanstiles @avengingangelsoulofmusic @heismyhunter @pjhpgfdwshspn4evah @bae-johnsonmaloley @notsoluckybucky @yaszx @damnbuckyishot @selena8712 @everlandboulevard @sunshineloki. And for some reason You're a 25-year-old girl living in Brooklyn along with your childhood best friends Steve and Bucky, and you're working at the SSR with your cousin Peggy Carter. Bucky speaks with some insecurity in his voice, "You can't blame me, Barnes." Steve clicked off his phone and smirked at his best friend, one eyebrow twitched into an upward stance. But you had been so good with Bucky, you balanced each other and they thought you were doing better. Not this time. His eyes narrowed further and you stood up on your heels for a second before falling flat back against them. Your eyes were trained out the window, the morning sun lighting up your face even more, your eyes sparkled and a grin couldnt help but spread across your face. No one ever let you live it down, how could you do this to us? Natasha and Wanda binge watch Netflix in their spare time, per usual. Don't pretend that you don't want me. Cmon Clint, lets go! Hey, Y/n. Natasha sat to your left, sitting in the same position you were sitting in. You finally made it to the kitchen, where you leaned on your elbows on the island and started at the top of her notes. Be safe, dont go doing anything Steve wouldnt approve of. 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